Time for another rant.
First off; I have no idea what to do for my assignment. I feel so stressed at the fact that this time around I lack the confidence to actually pursue a certain goal or an objective for this assignment.
I mean, I have an idea about it but I have no idea whatsoever as to how to actually execute it while making it as creative as possible without losing the necessary data and values.
Where do I even begin?
Second; I just discovered that I have to find more documents for my residence permit and normally I wouldn't feel too stressed out about that but in November our class might have a trip to Berlin and I might not get to go since my appointment with the questura is in November and making the card might take up to one month.
Or worse, two months.
And if the worst case scenario happens, I won't be able to visit my sister in the UK for Christmas and that was the one thing that kept me going, that made me still strive to do well in my studies.
Oh gosh. Why oh why.
And the third thing can just be swept up into a pile that I'd like to call Small Nonsense that Doesn't Matter But Still Bugs Me. Oh gosh oh gosh.
I really think that I'd love to just sleep. When I'm asleep, I completely forget about reality and then I feel safe.
Why can't I ever feel safe?
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