Initially I really felt reluctant to go out with my friends because A] I lost my ATM card yet again and B] I was really worn out from going to the lecture and seeing certain people that I didn't want to see.
But I went in the end, mostly because I wanted to live up to my promise of seeing my friends again.
It was great to really hang out with them and I kept thinking to myself, so these are my night hang out buddies, as stupid as that sounds but it is true.
Then two of them started to drink more and one of my other friends decided to take charge of the whole situation to make sure that they behaved themselves.
At one point when I got tipsy, we started talking about the people that we used to like in our course and then I said his name and then the in-charge friend said stuff about how they once hung out with each other and that he isn't the kind of guy to settle into a serious relationship.
What surprised me most is that she said that I am better than him and that it's good that I moved on from him. That was when I thought to myself that him getting another girlfriend was a blessing in disguise.
We ended up at their apartment since one of my drunk friends couldn't stay awake any longer and because I was afraid of going back to my place, I stayed over although one of my other friends started to get a kind of panic attack.
Needless to say, that was an experience I've always wanted to have and now that I have, I feel like I have lived up my youth just a bit but I know that I wouldn't want to do that over and over again. It's tiring and I'd rather sit in front of my laptop and draw or read manga.
Almost everyone was shocked with my appearance since I cut my hair short and I got a lot of nice compliments from a lot of people so it really boosted my confidence. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day since it's Physics.
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