I am not slugging myself through this architecture workshop at all and I've never paid so much attention to something which I am certain I would have found boring and immediately fall asleep during that time which I would have normally not find interesting in the previous 2 years.
Like really, what has happened to me?
Maybe it's my different outlook on life now. Trying to find knowledge in any way that I can. Being naturally curious. Having a nature to actually love solving puzzles and thinking rationally.
Seriously, I really wonder how my mind works.
Because it actually loves learning.
It shocked me to know this revelation, which I stumbled upon today on my morning walk to school. Wow brain, you're seriously a huge nerd. And I'm actually quite pleased with that. It means that I actually have the potential to survive and do some good perhaps for the community.
I think one part about growing up that scares me is whether or not I'll be able to survive, to sustain myself with my own hardwork I mean, people have said that I'm diligent but I don't know if the people who will inspect me before they actually think about taking me in as an employee will see that kind of potential and value inside of me.
I always think that there are those people who immediately shine the second they open their mouth because their aura gives off the feeling that they are definitely someone that you would want to know, to be part of you whether it be your company or even as a friend.
I just hope I have that kind of aura.
Cause I'm no smooth talker.
And without any of those, I have limited ways of securing a job.
And then of securing my life.
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