Up In Flames

I have been so freaking busy the past week.

It alternates between;

Study. SRM. Mixing. Scouts. Sports. Study. SRM. Mixing. Scouts. Sports.

Oh look! I got my test papers back and I know I'm not supposed to care a lot but I do. I'm sorry, I just do.

Yes, they're all As but only A-s.

Add Maths (78)

Literature in English (74)

Maths (75)

Okay so English and Sivic were high but they are English and Sivic.

What's so bad about my marks???

I dropped lower than my previous grades.

And I'm pretty sure I'll get close to 50 for Chemistry because of one small typing error which labelled the gas as carbon dioxide instead of 'X'. I would have put hydrogen cause obviously Zn + 2HCl -> Zn(Cl2) + H2

But I know as soon as sports is over, and scouts camp is finished and I finish our choreography then I'll be able to study in full force.

I can't afford to give up. I must not give up no matter how hard life gets.

I believe God will be there to help me.

And I know that I will pull through.