Misunderstanding

Lately, there has been a change and it's not a good one.

I'm not feeling anything but sadness, regret as well as feeling confused.

Let me tell you why.

Firstly, if you're referring to yesterday, I didn't know what it was going to be about. I didn't say to teacher that she must meet me. If anything, I was surprised because she didn't want to see you.

When I went to get the papers, it was not because I wanted to but it was because teacher asked me to.

During bio, I went to get the shoots because I thought everyone else would get the water, set up the apparatus, etc. so when I came back and nothing was prepared I thought that I should go and do it because I'm in no position to tell anyone to do anything.

If you do think I'm handling too much, why not just tell it to me? Wouldn't that be better?

I'm also trying to make up for my absence.

Age isn't a factor. I never used it to gain authority over people. Nor have I used it to look down upon anyone.

I hope you'll check your phone. I sent an apology. After reading, I hope you'll get what I mean or am trying to do.

Or if that doesn't work, a slap would do. I don't mind.