I think my luck with my academics finally ran out this time. My group can't seem to do anything right and I guess it is my own fault for not paying too much attention to the project from the beginning. With less than 2 months from the deadline, I really am paying back my academic debt now.
I just really need to focus on my assignments and I fully intend to finish at least one.
Or else I'l never leave this school library (but it closes in 3 hours anyway so I'll need to be done by then).
I was feeling really crappy and empty until I logged on to my deviantArt account.
I made a kiriban for 3333 page views on my profile page and I saw that someone sent me a note saying that they caught it and it was such a shock for me because when I checked the number of page views that I got today, it was 72 hits. Twice the number of people who visited yesterday (but on a normal day I actually only get around 10 OTL).
And the one who did this wasn't just a person who favourites almost every picture they see but it is a person who actually draws really prettily and she even watched me so I seriously felt super elated. Shortly after, another awesome person watched me so even until now, happiness is still surging through me.
To a lot of people, this might not be a big deal but for me, I take them as motivations so that I can work harder towards my dream.
These days I'm becoming even more obvious that I don't really have a passion for architecture in my class and I think people are starting to notice.
Sometimes I think architecture isn't that bad. I'm still exercising my creativity and using the scientific knowledge that I've gathered over the years and not wasting them.
But I just simply love drawing. I really do.
There isn't a day that goes by without me drawing at least one thing; whether it be digitally or traditionally, using all kinds of techniques to improve my skills even more.
I really, really hope that I'll be able to fulfil this dream. It is the one thing that I know can truly define myself for who I am.
I don't believe artists can't be into architecture at the same time
ReplyDeleteLook here: http://www.bloglovin.com/viewer?post=2073385391&group=0&frame_type=a&blog=4370565&frame=1&click=0&user=0
Also check out this website featuring many fantastic anime artists with their own style: http://animeclay.tumblr.com/
Don't be discouraged if your art is bad compared to others. Just do it because you love it. :)
Hahaha yes I agree, artists can definitely be into architecture at the same time for example Le Corbusier and Leonardo da Vinci.
DeleteIt's just that I really prefer to be under stress from something I actually enjoy doing over being stressed about something I don't really have much fun doing.
Sadly, I don't like architecture all that much.
Thank you for the tumblr link and for the wonderful motivation.
I'm seriously surprised that someone read this, especially since it's on a blogging site that isn't that widespread.
Thank you so much you awesome human! > v <