Yesterday we had an evaluation review on our final project and truth be truth, I was really scared that I'd get a low mark since our project was extremely simple compared to the rest of my classmates' project.
It was technically an elliptically shaped doughnut.
Maybe it was the concept and the principle behind it, I don't know, but we got an A for it. And only two projects got an A, ours and one Chinese guy.
It could be the way we represented the project as well.
I am truthfully extremely thankful and grateful as well as a bit proud that we got an A because for this project, we spent a lot of time on it. I can't even count the number of hours we took just to make the 1:20 model but it was definitely more than 24 hours.
On a side note, I am also really happy and yes, a bit proud, because the professors really loved the drawings that I drew.
I did the drawing of the plan and section of our building, an extension of an existing aquarium that will contain a shark and a jellyfish, and they couldn't stop saying "Bellissima!" and "Brava!" and it was a bit embarrassing but I felt pleased all the same that they loved it because for that drawing I spent close to 6 hours to complete.
I also did a sketch of how our building looks like in the shark room and in the jellyfish room and they really loved that as well so much that one of them said that it should be framed hahaha. That was really nice of him to say that considering the fact that I really don't think it looked really spectacular.
What made me more happy about it is that the head professor (we got on bad terms with him a couple of weeks ago and he kind of got really pissed at us and I almost cried which is really embarrassing) actually smiled when he saw that drawing as he was on his way to the front of the classroom and we were sitting right in front.
Then he asked "Who is the painter of this drawing?" (lol, I just used colour pencils) and I raised my hand slightly and he complimented me and I felt really happy because, in a way hopefully, it means I have artistic talents so when I pursue my dream, I will be somewhat successful.
I think that I'm very lucky, academically-wise that is.
For some reason, even though I may not be 100% into it, I'm still able to get really good scores.
And that's why, I think, I don't do too well relationship-wise. I am still awkward with a heck lot of my classmates and I'm only really close with some people but that's just the way it is. One of the ways to balance me out I suppose although I don't enjoy it exactly.
It's a bit sad that I don't really dream about becoming architecture as it seems as though I could be successful as an architect.
In the end, I'm just looking for a way to really express myself because, perhaps, that is my main goal in life.
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