Only in dream

I really have this urge to write down the dream I had last night. It was extremely vivid and oh-so-weird cause I don't actually get dreams like that very often.

But let me start from yesterday's nap in the afternoon.

I remember being in a part of town in Milan called Bovisa and at that point I remember that I had just finished scanning my documents and I wanted to get out from there and so I walked around the streets aimlessly which is weird since I have a good sense of direction.

Then it started to get dark and foggy so I panicked because I literally couldn't see in front of me and my eyesight started to become dark, which is weird since I've never experienced something like that before.

When I finally got out it was bright again and for some reason I re-entered Bovisa from a different entrance and I met someone but I don't know who. I just remember English style wooden fences and meadows and hills. Then I woke up.

The one last night, I can't remember how it started so I'll just write from the part that I can actually remember.

So my entire family and I were in some kind of theatre with some really old guy with a long beard of whom I referred to as my grandpa with a couple of very muscular men and women. I think we were supposed to perform a trick of some kind so I went first with the muscular men and women.

I don't remember what kind of trick we did but it was over soon enough.

Then, the rest of my family and the grandpa got out to perform theirs so I just stood at the left wing and watched them and suddenly I got knocked out and when I awoke I saw a train and a carriage on the stage.

Then, the old guy proceeded to play a very haunting but eerily beautiful melody using the train's cylindrical body like a violin and an umbrella as the bow and I remember someone saying "This is just beautiful".

Then, the old guy proceeded to put my family and animals into one another.

First, he opened an orange striped cat's belly and pushed in one of my siblings and he opened their mouths and pushed in more people and animals. When that was done, he opened the carriage door and I saw my brother and then he closed it again.

Each time he opened it, another human or animal appeared and it was eerie because all of them had fire orange eyes and looked possessed, their mouths hanging open and a blank stare into the distance.

What was weird is that no one cried for help throughout that time.

It ended and suddenly everyone was back to normal and it was as though their memories were wiped clean about the performance.

It doesn't sound scary but the setting was very freaky and scary but at that time I felt no such fear.

I'm really considering to draw it out.

Maybe this is a sign for me to be more creative and to push even harder towards my goal.

Or it could be a sign of extreme distress from the marks I got yesterday which was quite good but is not good enough for me. I must work harder in the future.