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I brought this on myself.


Honestly, I wouldn't mind moving but if I didn't get it then it means that I wasn't good enough but if it makes you feel better, you can go ahead and make some calls.


She only gets worked up when I get responses. She never even helped me throughout the process.


I know that she wants me to be independent so I just followed through.


But when I tell her the outcome for certain things, she starts saying stuff she doesn't even know about.


This is why there's a gap between us.


Whenever I want to talk with her, she doesn't really listen.


Our conversations are mostly about necessary things, nothing personal, which I think widens this gap even more.


She looks down on me, she said so herself.


She didn't expect me to get 9As for my results. She didn't expect me to be able to cook. She didn't expect me to be able to learn to book flight tickets. She doesn't think I'm competent enough to drive.


I'm actually studying now as opposed to the last few months because I really want to get a scholarship with my A Level results cause lets face it, I'm not getting any anytime soon.


I don't want to look any weaker so I'll just stop here.