As I sit here drawing away the remaining few days of my holidays, my thoughts can't help but to think about the 'what-ifs' that could have changed my life.
A particular scene somehow interrupts my thoughts and it makes me feel like crying at the thought because it seems to sweet to be a dream.
I don't remember when it exactly happened but my family and I were sitting around the table and we were probably talking about education or future occupations when my elder sister suddenly said to my mom "Please let her go for animation, I don't care, you can use up the money you saved from my education for her."
At that time, I don't think I fully appreciated just how big of a sacrifice that could have been but at this moment right here, I feel like that is one of the most selfless act of love that I have ever experienced and yet not realise at the time.
I don't know if I've said this before, but thank you, I won't ever forget that memory.
The current song that's playing isn't making this situation feeling any happier though ahahahaha.
I couldn't find the song anywhere online since I guess the song isn't one of their main songs and since they're a Japanese indie group, it makes it even harder to find it.
つぎの夜へ by indigo la End
I'll go back to drawing again now.
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