Today, I decided to text him after 2 weeks of no interaction whatsoever with him.
"Hey. How are you? :)"
He didn't reply.
I'll admit that I do feel really upset, almost depressed cause, you know, he said it was okay to text him and he did stress that he was a nice guy.
That's why, I still have faith that he didn't mean for this to happen.
He could have ran out of credit and all or something else.
But of course, the other unwanted answer could actually be the truth.
Maybe I only texted him to get myself to feel slightly more happier cause I really miss home and I want to go home and I thought that if he replied, I'd feel better.
Such high hopes though.
I wish I can get a tablet soon cause I'm feeling really inspired to draw and make my own manga now since the story I want to read can't be found and I know that I can execute the story well.
I just wished, you know, that he'd reply me.
It can be tomorrow, I don't mind.
I didn't think that this silence could hurt so much.
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