Hope

I just need courage.


A lot of courage.


I wonder why I can be normal and natural around others but not him.


I don't want to waste anymore opportunities and I pray that tomorrow will be a good day.


I need some confidence. A whole lot of it.


Especially since I'm going to be wearing a skirt in front of so many humans and I'm the only one in my cheer team with horrifyingly, scar-filled legs.


Please, let me be able to find courage, positivism and luck tomorrow.