Hope

I just need courage.


A lot of courage.


I wonder why I can be normal and natural around others but not him.


I don't want to waste anymore opportunities and I pray that tomorrow will be a good day.


I need some confidence. A whole lot of it.


Especially since I'm going to be wearing a skirt in front of so many humans and I'm the only one in my cheer team with horrifyingly, scar-filled legs.


Please, let me be able to find courage, positivism and luck tomorrow.

Just one sentence can make your day

Today is Valentine's Day.


I expected quite a lot to happen at school somehow but hardly anything happened except for the fact that a girl got two bouquets of roses and that a couple of seniors got some Valentine gifts from friends.


I'm quite happy today. :)


I just read one sentence and instantly I felt relief wash over me before waves of happiness attacked me. :)


I hope I'll get more opportunities in the future. :)

Stepping sideways

I didn't realise I had culture shock until my family pointed it out.


I will definitely do my best to get back to the main road as soon as I get a hang of how to use the GPS on my car.


Sometimes, I feel like just giving up and go back inside my shell where everything is safe and I don't take any kind of risk.


But then again, I want to take a risk as well.


As scary as it is, it'll only make me mature even more cause I'm sure I'll get through with only a few scratches.


I'm really afraid of truly letting go of myself as much as I want to.


I think, for now, I'm just going to keep quiet and hope for the best.