Small hope

Sometimes I wonder why I still try.

When I look all around me...

Whats in there for me???

Honestly.

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do.

Who the heck would like someone like me?

I keep on saying I don't want to scratch but then I end up scratching myself even more.

And now, I can't sleep.

And I smell like blood.

Is that why I continue to read all those mangas?

In the end, I just raise my own hopes.

There you have it, I scratched myself again.

Urgh.

I want to peel of my skin and just buy new skin.