Y, Why?

After looking at loads of blogs I realized that how mine looks like is kind of boring.

But seriously, I made this for myself so I guess it's okay.

I haven't posted anything up for a year. Probably because my sad life isn't that exciting. I prefer to just let them reside inside myself and slowly let it overpower my thoughts and soul.

The first 6 months of this year was awesome.

I was very hardworking. I was very disciplined. I was really fit. I had a good brain.

I had motivation.

But now, it seems like I lack everything. I feel like giving up and yet, this tiny person in my heart keeps saying "You know you don't want to give up." And I admit that this "person" is right. I must go on.

But I keep on failing.

It's no one's fault but mine. I am to blame.

Realization

The wind was there when the crying

clouds

were relishing its anger to the ground below.

The sky was there too, only

it was so high up that

the cloud never

noticed

the sky trying to ease its pain.

"Why can you only see an invisible

shadow, and not a nearby

shield?"

Let us wait,

Let us wait,

for when both wind and cloud realizes that

when the sky is

gone

so are they,

so are they.

I hope that I will be more positive. I will do my best.