Bomb

I know that I'm not in a good mood because I lost so many times in Tetris.


I am really bothered by a whole lot of things.


First of all, the people that I was supposed to Skype with did not go online so that went well. Now my education is up in the air.


I pity my sorry self because I am such a pathetic person.


I have no idea how those people with scars have so much self confidence and strength cause I don't know how long I can keep ignoring the looks that people give me.


It's not like I asked for this.


I don't understand why I can't get any better.


My blood test didn't show any irregularities so what's up?


Honestly, I have no control over my body anymore and I can't understand the way it works anymore.


It'd be okay to show my scars if I had a whole lot of confidence to carry it off but I don't.


And now, I'm going to have to go on stage and people will definitely stare.


I honestly don't know when I'll ever catch a break.


I just want to complain out loud and everything but that isn't very becoming and I don't want to whine.


Going to sleep off this feeling cause I hate it. I loathe it with all my might and I wish that I was really, truly beautiful because I truly am an ugly person, both on the inside and out.


He's going to laugh at me.


I wanted to look pretty for my first prom.


I wanted to not worry about showing my scars.


Why did this have to happen to me? Why?


I already had acute asthma attacks when I was younger.


Going now.