Wednesday, October 14, 2009

After The Storm

I thought that when PMR was over, I'd be extremely happy or relaxed or something.

Truth is, I'm even more restless.

What the heck am I supposed to do with my free time now?

I couldn't even enjoy watching TV and wasting my brain cells after the KH paper yesterday. I need to study. I want to study. But seriously, I can't cause.... that's the thing. I just can't either.

I got so used to going to the library every day that I actually miss sitting in our 'pengemis spot'. Truth be told, I miss sitting down and reading and answering all of my PMR model tests. Especially History for some weird reason.

At least now I know what I can do.

Only I'm not sure if I can finish this.

I know I'm going to miss this year a lot.

I only hope that whatever I do, it'll bring some where closer to knowing who I actually am. And not the facade I see in each mirror everyday.