I thought that when PMR was over, I'd be extremely happy or relaxed or something.
Truth is, I'm even more restless.
What the heck am I supposed to do with my free time now?
I couldn't even enjoy watching TV and wasting my brain cells after the KH paper yesterday. I need to study. I want to study. But seriously, I can't cause.... that's the thing. I just can't either.
I got so used to going to the library every day that I actually miss sitting in our 'pengemis spot'. Truth be told, I miss sitting down and reading and answering all of my PMR model tests. Especially History for some weird reason.
At least now I know what I can do.
Only I'm not sure if I can finish this.
I know I'm going to miss this year a lot.
I only hope that whatever I do, it'll bring some where closer to knowing who I actually am. And not the facade I see in each mirror everyday.