Sunday, April 24, 2011

Allergies

I don't know how or why but they're sprouting everywhere. Especially my legs.

Huge brown dots which are extremely itchy and annoying.

And now they're attacking my fingers and arms. Great. Just great.

And when I looked at my finger just now, it's swelling up as if there's pus inside.
It's not pretty.
I feel like a troll/hobo/witch.

YYYYYYAAAAAAAARRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

KYMS

Letting you know,
Inside the garden, behind the wall, a
soft melody is swaying
to the rhythm of my
echoes.
Nothing is changing, even if
I
nail this memo to the
growing she-oak.

Yellow sunlight,
or
untainted sky?

Narrow alley,
orange scented sweets,
time flies by so fast when you are

silent.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Misunderstanding

Lately, there has been a change and it's not a good one.
I'm not feeling anything but sadness, regret as well as feeling confused.

Let me tell you why.

Firstly, if you're referring to yesterday, I didn't know what it was going to be about. I didn't say to teacher that she must meet me. If anything, I was surprised because she didn't want to see you.

When I went to get the papers, it was not because I wanted to but it was because teacher asked me to.

During bio, I went to get the shoots because I thought everyone else would get the water, set up the apparatus, etc. so when I came back and nothing was prepared I thought that I should go and do it because I'm in no position to tell anyone to do anything.

If you do think I'm handling too much, why not just tell it to me? Wouldn't that be better?
I'm also trying to make up for my absence.

Age isn't a factor. I never used it to gain authority over people. Nor have I used it to look down upon anyone.

I hope you'll check your phone. I sent an apology. After reading, I hope you'll get what I mean or am trying to do.

Or if that doesn't work, a slap would do. I don't mind.